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Tired
Lack of sleep. It's a blooming killer.
Last night it was a hag dream, too. It's normally bed shakers, but last night it was a hag dream.
The doctors all tell me that this is a symptom of nightly panic attacks, and something to keep an eye out for. But it's as real to me as though an ugly lump of black shadow really did detach from the corner of my room, sit on my chest like a lump of lead and begin sucking the breath out of me.
I'm in the library now. I just sent a bunch of stuff to the printer. I'm tired. I'm thinking of calling it quits really really early, heading off home.
Last night it was a hag dream, too. It's normally bed shakers, but last night it was a hag dream.
The doctors all tell me that this is a symptom of nightly panic attacks, and something to keep an eye out for. But it's as real to me as though an ugly lump of black shadow really did detach from the corner of my room, sit on my chest like a lump of lead and begin sucking the breath out of me.
I'm in the library now. I just sent a bunch of stuff to the printer. I'm tired. I'm thinking of calling it quits really really early, heading off home.
Cheers, hon. :)