Feeling the Love ...

[fiat_knox]

In order to awaken and open my sacral chakra, I had to admit my bisexuality to myself.

In order to awaken my heart chakra, I have to, and already have done, admit my bisexuality to others.

Today, I began to feel the effect of opening those chakras.

Comments

[mayphoenix.livejournal.com]

Dood! That's GREAT! Congrats on making that step -- because you'll find yourself feeling more whole and at peace with yourself. And really, we are ALL bisexual...it's just monogamy that makes us pick one or the other, and then it has nothing to do with gender: it's everything ELSE about that person we love. :)

Welcome, brother, to the club!

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[wolf-heart9.livejournal.com]

...welcome. Only one thing you should be prepared for in calling yourself a bisexual: Other people (straights and gays alike) will look at you sometimes with suspicion and say that you're either confused or greedy. That you can't make up your mind or are a slut. And I should clarify and say that it's not all straights or gays...but there are a hella lot that don't understand how a person can love/lust after both genders.

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[pete23.livejournal.com]

what's wrong with a bit of greed? lust is lust. :-)

Thanks

[fiat-knox.livejournal.com]

Thanks, nyghtshayde and fanficauthor, for your kind words of welcome. Much appreciated, believe me.

@nyghtshayde: I'll be careful to whom I run my mouth. I've only spoken so far to those closest friends whom I can trust. I had to take the abreaction of Polish Anna to heart - not everyone is going to be happy that I've come out.

Actually, a few people suspect that I'm just a gay. Imagine the shock if I develop relationships with a man and a woman.

Actually, there have been people who've seen me with women, such as Laura Cattani and, before her Ann Bingley, and thought I was a lesbian. :) Honest.

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[wolf-heart9.livejournal.com]

Well, given that people look at greed negatively and then at bisexuality as being greedy...they look at bisexuality as being even worse than being gay. Because you're either confused or a whore. So...yeah.

Re: Thanks

[wolf-heart9.livejournal.com]

You're quite welcome, babe. And I'm not saying don't tell people. I'm just saying don't be surprised when you get that reaction outa people. There are some vicious bastards out there who'll call you names for being bisexual and it's just a frustrating pain in the ass.

And let me tell you from experience: having a guy and a girl in one's love/sex life is a fabulous thing. :)

Re: Thanks

[fiat-knox.livejournal.com]

@pete23: Thanks for joining in with the coming out support. Much appreciated, amigo. :)

About Lust: I've got to admit, like Mal Reynolds, I'm a fan of all seven. But for some reason, when I tell someone that I'm a big fan of Lust, people get even more scared than if I'd said "Wrath".

*sigh* I'd pick Gluttony, if it meant having a safer life.

Fuck that. I've never gone for the safer life.