fiat_knox: silhouette of myself taken at sunrise (Default)
I just realised something these past few days.

All the movies I ever watched, all the music I grew up with, are now kind of ... ancient.

I was talking to a friend of mine, who reminded me that her tenth wedding anniversary was this year - it was held a short while ago. I asked her what big movie was playing at the time of the wedding.

Her reply: Francis Ford Coppola's Bram Stoker's Dracula.

You know, the one with that Keanu Reeves chap. (H'mm. Wonder what happened to him)?

I was watching some of those Star Trek movies - you know, the pre-Picard ones. The first one was made in 1979, if I recall correctly.

That makes it more than 25 years old this year.

Looking at all of the things I have considered culturally important, I am perhaps a little apprehensive to realise just how old many of them are nowadays.

For example ...

22 years ago, in 1982, Philip K Dick passed away. His short story, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?, however, made it onto the big screens twenty years ago this year, in the form of the seminal cyberpunk movie Blade Runner - a movie which made bankable stars out of Rutger Hauer and Harrison Ford.

In 1994, not only did we get to see Dracula, but also this was the year The Lion King made it into the cinemas.

I found myself listening to Face to Face by Siousxie and The Banshees recently - a song track which was released around the time of the movie Batman Returns. This makes it twelve years old - and the original Batman, released in 1989, 15 years old.

And it's not just movies and soundtracks which have undergone the test of time.

I was looking at the modest library of roleplaying games I've amassed over the years. I found myself looking at three White Wolf games, all set in the (original) World of Darkness - a grim, noiresque reflection of our own world.

I recall how 1993 saw the release of a game I would fall in love with - a game whose tenth anniversary I celebrated around August last year, and whose eleventh anniversary is marked by the game line's ending: Mage: the Ascension.

This year, 2004, was meant to be the tenth anniversary of Wraith: the Oblivion, the fourth game in White Wolf's WoD series. Sadly, W:tO barely lasted five years.

What happened? The Reckoning happened, now five years ago. This huge metaplot event turned the WoD on its head, set in motion cataclysmic events which led to this year's Time of Judgment and the ending of all the old game lines.

Five years ago, in addition, a new game came to town - a game I took to like a shot, a game featuring the most ordinary people thrust into the most extraordinary situations.

I am, of course, referring to Hunter: the Reckoning, the game of the common, ordinary man forced to see the Truth about the WoD.

Five years old this year. Happy Birthday.

15 years ago, in 1989, I suffered a crippling setback when a story I wrote got rejected. It was the first of many rejections, and the old story's now lingering in some back drawer: but at the time, I felt the world was coming down around my ears. I felt that I might never write again.

And now, I'm starting all over again. I've been using the Hunter game to hone my writing abilities, to give myself confidence, to show the world that I can write.

Recently, I entered a writing competition launched by the BBC. I submitted a story outline for a short tale I've already written, but which I'd need to convert to a screenplay if I ever got shortlisted.

Last year, a competition entry I submitted to a magazine came fourth, just bubbling under: the editor returned the tale with a letter telling me it was a fine story, and regretting that it had been a difficult choice to choose someone else's short story over mine in the end.

But looking back at these films and shows, these books and games, I realise something. They've stood the test of time for me, so well written were they.

And now it's my turn to write the books and stuff that will stand the test of time to come.

Cynicism

Feb. 17th, 2004 10:24 pm
fiat_knox: silhouette of myself taken at sunrise (Default)
This is part of a conversation I've had today with my friend, Nyghtshayde, concerning cynicism.



fiat_knox: ... But in the meantime, I still have the Hengeyokai book and Cannon Companion for Shadowrun. Joy.

nyghtshayde9: Yeah.

fiat_knox: Well, at least I enjoyed reading them on the way home.

fiat_knox: The *cough cough* comic at the start was a bit, erm ... how can I put it? [cheesy]

nyghtshayde9: *grins*


Later:

nyghtshayde9: hehehehe

fiat_knox: But yeah, c'mon ... "CYCLONE STAR FORMATION!" "BLOODY FEATHER STORM!"

nyghtshayde9: *shudders* What the hell is that?

fiat_knox: From the opening fiction piece ... the comic section.

nyghtshayde9: Ah.

fiat_knox: If I were playing the Bakemono, it'd be "UPTURNED BOX SCATTERING TWO DOZEN FRAG GRENADES ABOUT THE ROOM WITH ALL THE PINS PULLED OUT!"

nyghtshayde9: Alrighty then.

fiat_knox: Now THAT'S a combat move ... ;)

nyghtshayde9: hehehe

fiat_knox: Thank you ... It's known as the Squaddy Manoeuvre, mostly because if British Squaddies were to try and penetrate a room by force, their first calling card would tend to be a grenade thrown through the window or door ...

nyghtshayde9: hehehehe

fiat_knox: Sorry, I'm slipping into gamer mode again ... I don't know what's come over me ... ;)

nyghtshayde9: LOL


Later:

fiat_knox: Oh ... last night I looked up the BBC's home page ...

fiat_knox: I was, of course, looking for material I could borrow for my Hunter Chronicle.

nyghtshayde9: k

fiat_knox: And I noticed a rather amusing little quiz on the site.

fiat_knox: "How Cynical Are You?"

nyghtshayde9: Oh?

fiat_knox: Yeah. I took the test ... and the result was no big surprise.

nyghtshayde9: Oh?

fiat_knox: I'll read it out to you soon as I call it up ...

nyghtshayde9: Okay

fiat_knox: I saved it as a file called "and they have the cheek to call me a cynic"

nyghtshayde9: Kewl.

fiat_knox: "You're a top grade cynic - in fact you've turned cynicism into an art form. You greet almost every news article with sneering contempt. Loosen up a bit."

fiat_knox: Well, in the words of cynics everywhere, "Yeah, what - EVER ..."

nyghtshayde9: hehehehehe

fiat_knox: :D I felt chuffed to bits by that reault.

nyghtshayde9: I imagine I'd be less of a cynic than I was last year.

nyghtshayde9: If I took that last year, I'd have ended up a huge cynic.

nyghtshayde9: But from Christmas on, I think things have been a lot different.

fiat_knox: Oh, the thing about my cynicism is that it's not a defence mechanism, as it is for other, less enlightened people.

fiat_knox: It's a plain old offensive weapon, pure and simple.

nyghtshayde9: Okay.

fiat_knox: I'll bet ... but so far, you've managed to find a few openings in your armour of cynicism through which your soul can breathe ...

fiat_knox: Which is what you need.

nyghtshayde9: Yup.

nyghtshayde9: Oh yes.

nyghtshayde9: What's funny is that Staci has constantly chided me for pushing Phebene away (this was when I met her and after she'd read the books). Now I've embraced the Tinseltot and Staci doesn't want to know the level at which I've gone. :)

fiat_knox: When cynicism's a form of armour, it can get hot and stifling.

fiat_knox: Kewl kewl, luv. :)

fiat_knox: I was about to say "Which is why, for me, cynicism is not armour. It is a sword. In fact, it is a rapier."

nyghtshayde9: Yes it can.

nyghtshayde9: But I don't think my cynicism has ever been armor. Or not strictly that anyway.

nyghtshayde9: I think I used mine as such...it knocked a certain Aries male off his high horse a few times.

fiat_knox: Yeah.

nyghtshayde9: :)

fiat_knox: I also wrote in a friendly little item of feedback on the website, to the question "How Did We Get So Cynical?"

nyghtshayde9: Okay

fiat_knox: My reply was something along the lines of: "Well, let's see, we have been lied to by the Government for more than twenty years. Our parents have been lied to: we have been lied to: our kids are being lied to as we speak.

nyghtshayde9: *nods*

fiat_knox: "When we are not being lied to, we are being spoonfed bland non-news puff pieces concerning the most unworthy people - namely celebs, footballers and all of those miserable hangers - on and camp followers of the showbiz industry.

nyghtshayde9: k

fiat_knox: "And then if we're not having the wool pulled over our eyes by the Powers That Be, we are being patronised by Science and Medicine, by all these white collar quacks telling us of the wonderful new "improvements" to our foods and our environment, "improvements" which have led to soaring rates of cancer, allergies, asthma and runaway obesity.

nyghtshayde9: k

fiat_knox: "So how did we all get so cynical? Look back at the nonsense you've been peddling at us disguised as 'informative and educational,' and you tell me. Oh, and by the way, in the quiz, the word "dirth" should be spelled as "dearth," as in "a dearth of understanding what spellchechers are for.'"

nyghtshayde9: k

fiat_knox: I was in "RAMPANT BITCHINESS BATTLE MODE!!!1"

nyghtshayde9: LOL

fiat_knox: Methinks I shall save this rant ...


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