Verge of a Panic Attack

[fiat_knox]

I've been jumpy and nervy all day long, and my breath's been short and high in the chest, as if I was either turned on or on the verge of bolting like a colt who's just realised what those two half bricks are for.

Damn, I hate this. But without the tendency towards having these panic attacks, I would not be on the disability benefit I am on.

Doesn't make it any less of a pain, though.

It could have something to do with my fear that I faced getting banned from the library's systems after getting caught looking at deimos_masque's recent posting with all the shibari fetish photos ...

I only blundered into it accidentally. Honest.

(Also: you can look here for the blogs for sexyloserd and abby_synthe, the majestically beautiful women who posed for that shoot).

Comments

NWS?

[wolf-heart9.livejournal.com]

Checked out the pics and it's a shame you almost got banned from the library because of them. But I'm not surprised. Over here, most of the library computers are set up that pics like that wouldn't even show up, it would be screened out. *hugs* Sounds like it's definitely time to figure out how to get your own home system up and running finally so that you can look at what you please whenever you please.

Banned pics

[fiat-knox.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it is a shame. Fortunately, it doesn't look as if I got banned - at least, I haven't been yet. I got online yesterday, and of course here I am today.

Who knows what tomorrow will bring.

What did you think of my recent posting to the dreamarchetypes LJ group? I was freaked by it. In a way, I still was yesterday.

Re: Banned pics

[wolf-heart9.livejournal.com]

I haven't seen the post yet. Just now got online. I usually read my e-mail and other things first before wandering over to LJ. I'll be over there at some point, though...

Banned Pics and Bad Dreams

[fiat-knox.livejournal.com]

Kewl. I had an even weirder one this morning. Actually, more like two weird dreams. I'll post them onto dreamarchetypes a bit later.

Re: Banned Pics and Bad Dreams

[wolf-heart9.livejournal.com]

Okies. I've had some strange dreams lately that I should post to dreamarchetypes at some point. I'm going to start a third lj comm here in a bit. It'll be for user pics, icons, desktop backgrounds and friends only banners. It'll be moderated like my other two. *g*