Sad

I feel sad when people unfriend me from their f'lists.

I feel sad when, for various reasons, I find myself unable to drag myself to Yahoo Messenger to talk to people any more.

(This came about at the time when I began to realise that everyone else on my f'list has lots of work, and they're getting ever busier with various projects, and all I have is time - certainly little or no money to speak on).

I feel sad when my nephew tacks on another year, and grows ever closer to being an adult. He'll be 15 in February.

I feel sad when I'm alone on my birthday, and when I'm surrounded by raging drunks on New Year's. I feel like I want the crowd around me on the wrong days.

(I feel like I want to find a crowd of people who aren't drunks.)

But even if I don't have any new writing to work on for WW or Mongoose; even if my inbox remains stubbornly empty, YM is quiet, my mobile phone stays silent and my RL social life is moribund; I still never let go of my optimism, my appreciation of life and of being alive.

It's the best weapon I have against that crushing depression that's threatened to choke me since 2004.

(This was X-posted elsewhere. I just want to bring this to my general audience).

Santa Meme

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In August I pulled innocent_man's hair (-5 points). In November I punched weaver42 in the arm (-10 points). Last Tuesday I turned rhionnach in for spitting (3 points). Last Saturday I bought porn for mayphoenix (10 points). In February satyrblade and I donated clothes to the seedy (11 points). Overall, I've been nice (9 points). For Christmas I deserve a shiny red ball! Sincerely, fiat_knox

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World of Darkness: Innocents ... a character concept ...

I just now found myself wondering ... what about statting up, for World of Darkness: Innocents, the following character concept ...



innocent_man, you know it makes sense ... >:)

X-posted to roleplayers.